I will be the first to admit it’s been a rough week around here. He numbers are going down only had 300 and something new COVID19 cases today in Tucson. The infection rate is down to 10.5% which is still too high. I expect the numbers to go up again, the Gem and Mineral show has been in Tucson for 2 weeks with people from all over the world. People still don’t love their families enough to get the vaccine or wear a mask.
It’s just not COVID19 that is driving me crazy. Our HOA is letting the management company do very stupid things that can have repercussions on peoples lives and carers. They just don’t give a dam about their neighbors. At the very least they are very bad business practices and might just broader on criminal. That will require a bit more research.
The stress has gotten to my body too. I just feel less resilient. I am feeling like I have less support too. If I hear” just let it go” one more time I think I will find a hiding place until I calm down or people are kinder and much more reasonable. I need to be around other artist. Other creative people. Logic is going to be the ruin of me. I want people that understand it’s the subtle colors that bring objects to life. I want to see new yarns. I want to go out with friends. I want a fresh hot breakfast burrito made with beans and cheddar goat cheese with a side of fruit. I want to get out of the house and venture into a mall. I want to be relaxed after shopping instead of exhausted. I am tired of being life’s doormat.
I am praying that next week will be better.
